As a new time cycle dawns and in spite of any problems and constraints you may have, while you are rushing to ‘fix’ your life try, in a truly quantum manner, to focus on one thing that impassions you. Make a commitment to opening up to something new, and see where it leads you. Don’t wait to find out ‘what you want to be when you grow up’. Do you have a book to be written? A song, a poem, a design, a latent talent or ability? That would be your calling- the mountain you feel you must climb just “because it is there”.
In reality, it is much easier than what you might believe, as a wise friend of mine once put to me during a trans-reading ‘drop all the balls, see which one bounces back’! You may very well find that suddenly, life starts to make sense and that you are able to focus on one reality- your truth!